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Met up with sexy helen today to catch up with each other’s life. We spent 5 hrs talking non stop and she did not attend her class because of me so i felt quite guilty. I teared when i listened to her life and her friends around her, and reminnisce on mine. We may be similar in the past but we ended up with different decision and choice. Sometimes, it is really wonderful to listen to others because you may find that there are many others out there who are worse than you. You may not have what you want and may not be as happy and rich but there are also many others who are have gone through the worse trauma and are still living strongly. That is so relieving for me but i still feel for those who suffered.

Next, i was told that if i want to stop all these shit ive gotten recently, I should not even have started it. So i was thinking since i had started it, I might as well tell you what i am feeling right now. And im writing this for that secondary school classmate of mine out there that i do know you checked on me (thanks to wordpress and facebook). I just want to let you know that I am not trying to stop you from smsing who you want to sms. But I am unable to tolerate any nonsense from you because you are simply a girl who does not think. I had never done anything like what you said because whatever I did, he is beside me watching so I see no reason in lying through the smses. He is the one who held the phone in front of my face to show me your msges and he is the one who lend me his phone to read your msges when i asked for it. And can you dont be so childish to stop thinking that i deleted all his msges in order to stop him from receiving and that he did not read all your msges. Please also stop scolding vulgarities to me. That is very crude! You are just a girl who keeps sending emo and fury smses to a guy without getting any reply because he does not know what to reply you. When he did reply you and you still insist that its me who hogged on his phone, do you know how ugly you appear to be because you are directly scolding me to him. I have to tell you that that is not my phone so I do seek permission before i type anything and every msg sent out is vetted by him first. Im not afraid to tell you that there are other girls who do smses him too but he did reply them so do you feel ashamed that you cant accomplished what you’ve planned to achieve? I dare to write such things here and let people including him who read my blog knows about it because i have nothing to hide and you are the one doing things secretly and dangerously.

You should know that whatever you do unto others, others will still do unto you. I will never forget the incident that happened in secondary school in case you forgot about it but I have never even mentioned anything about it till now because there is always a limit to everything. If you have the capability to turn everyone against me, I can also do the same thing to you so i don feel sorry for you after you had landed into those shit where everyone hates you. And do you even know that everyone hates you? Your character till now has not changed. That is like so sad can? Or are you secretly trying to plan a revenge on me after so many years? Im telling you now that im no longer the secondary school Collen for you to bully. I believed in standing up for myself now and letting people know what i feel than to hide everything which make it seems like im the one at fault. Thank you and hope you understand.

[For anyone who wants to scold me for exposing her actions, you have to know that facing and enduring all these shit alone is terrible. So why make my life so difficult when i can defend for myself?]

SEXY LACE AND RIBBONS

CCC people are really sweet! We had outings followed by outings! And this farewell party is fun! I love the accompany! So do we have time for K? Or maybe when im back?

First of all the above lace and ribbony thinggy, i remembered many peeps been asking me when im flying off and stuff, so i shall post up the details. Please dont call me unnecessarily to my hp number though i will be bringing it along with me. You can contact me through msn, email or skype. We can webcam! hehs.

Departing 03 sept: Singapore terminal 1: 0140
(i will reach airport on 02 sept probably around 1140pm)

+ transiting and arriving in London hearthrow terminal 3 at 1215 (their time)
+ ive booked tickets back on 24 jan but i might be coming back earlier (tbc)

Contactable through
msn: collen222@hotmail.com
skype: siahlaypengcollen

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Okie. lets start the journey…

The night started from boon lay mrt and me catching a blangah snapping a picture of us using his camera. Maybe he is not educated enough to hold a handphone camera properly and he does not know such thing as reflection. So irritatingly, me and krystal try to hide and hide our faces. But i took some pictures of us later on too.

Then, we made a decision to enter REBEL and started ‘warming’ the dance floor (since its so empty) by taking tons of pictures and move on to ‘battle’ with the girl who is constantly rubbing her back with the pole. Or maybe she looks like she is doing so. The imitation is so freaking funny!

Yes, and the guys must do like what the girls did!

Tired of rebel music? We checked out ZIRCA and the cage!

Then the exploration came. We decided to visit LUNA with some pictures!

And some pole dancing! Woohoo! Maybe only the girls at the pole can dance better.

Then back to REBEL to randomly make some new dance friends for the night.

I dint know this place ends that late and we left around 430am? Followed by some bak kut teh near double O! Its really a fun night!

I know i had great fun last night but ive been finding and contacting you for a few days but in vain. Can i just know where have you been suddenly? Or maybe im just too worried for nothing?

CCC outings

It has been a hectic week for me even though im not schooling now. Why? Its all because of the late nights and waking up late so my day usually starts in the afternoon. But still, I love the accompany but im afraid of being alone! I will miss CCC people and i will miss Ben Dan!

Anyway, we had a supper again at shears with new people like nah and yayi! Interesting night..hehs. But no pictures of them! You know I know they know can already.

Then the next outing all the way to Lengkok Bahru for Dim Sum! Well, look at krystal’s expression and she can tell you whether the food is nice. haha shes so happy!

And shopping begins! We love to see see here, see see there, walk walk here and walk walk there!

A dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop and the MSGs are freaking FOC! Take a look at the soup of the day too. Isnt it soup of everyday?

Finally, to prepare for tml’s clubbing with the theme of SEXY LACE AND RIBBON, krystal and I went back to JP to shop for laces! Guess we’ll have an exciting night tml!

what i want to say..

First, I want to rant on FASS modules! When sde and partner university approved this module on stage management, I then get to know that permission has to be seeked for mapping for FASS (the ’special’ faculty). So I go ahead and emailed the department and this is what I got:-

As a policy we do not allow mapping for TS1101E, which is our foundational module. Only in cases where the exchange module is significantly similar can an exception be made. In your case, the module is not sufficiently similar and so the mapping is not possible. We can however map the exchange module onto a dummy code which we use for situations when there are no appropriate matches.

I’m checking the procedure for cross faculty mapping because this is usually done through our administrator. Unfortunately, she is on leave and will only be back on Thursday so I may not be able to get back to you so quickly.

Also, my department has informed me that mapping from other faculties is usually done through the student’s home dean’s office. So you should complete the proper mapping form and send it to us through your dean’s office. If you have problems typing the form, you should check with your dean’s office about resolving the problem. Once you have done so, your dean’s office should be in touch with ours for the mapping.

*FUMES!!!!!!!!!!!!*

So is it approved? I assumed NOT right?! I want to take this module and I already sacrificed the bloody double credit amount for a normal module. I see the similarities for both module and my sde coordinator see it too so I dont understand why are the two not similar! I got problem typing the form because there is some problem with my microsoft office lah HELLO! Why is FASS doing this to me? I rejected all other business modules offered to me just because I wanted this module and am I supposed to email them back again to tell them, ‘im sorry but can I be offered back what ive rejected?” And with regard to next thursday, Im already off flying or travelling somewhere in some other states! Grrrr… so now i need a back up plan.

Next, i want to whine about not able to go under the sea..under the sea.. I meant underwater world! Where’s my pink dolphins too? Being whacked too hard by ben till it went haywire already?

I kope the following photo from xinrui. Dont you think its very nice? The more i look at it, the more i want, i really want to go and see it. But obviously its a picture taken in some other countries- Dubai. Sometimes, being a cabin crew is such an enjoyment where you have a nice pay, being able to travel around and experience different seasons, people and life. Well, except on the part that people comment it as being a maid in the sky.

Then I want to comment on the Singapore flyer. i still believe that flyer is not that boring. Afterall, I just hope to stay in there longer and partly must make the $10 worth it. And I like this pic. Somehow, i think its because of the 2 stupid faces.

Kailin’s farewell

O well.. Kailin is leaving this wednesday! Thats like super fast can?! And shes all well prepared to leave while im still trying but never do anything to the luggage nor got my stuffs prepared. The EL department is super unfriendly to me and told me to settle the mapping myself. I couldnt contact prof cheong either! And I couldnt contact AIG! Their hotline is way too hot! gosh.

Anyway, though its a farewell dinner for kailin, i think we took more photos of ourselves. hehs.

The last concert this year

This concert might be the happiest dance concert i ever attended with the accompany of friends and somehow, this dance brought many of us closer together. Believing that many readers of my blog are in dancetitude, i dont have to say much but i would very much wanted to post some of the pictures i like.

We have the blue, black and white theme which consists of working adults, school children, elderly, youths, ah lians and ah bengs.

We also have a very strict teacher eva to discipline the kids!

Like what clement said, we have a mixture of expressions in this picture even though we are all doing the same pose.

Esther in this picture is damn cute and the whole picture is super candid!

Then we have the dancers in Karen’s item.

For this, we are trying to act crude but somehow, there are still many different  kinds of expressions.

While waiting for curtain call, Rui Si was caught in the act for koping food that was meant for VIP. Other girls were actually around but they were too smart to avoid the camera! oops ruisi dont scold me!

This picture was snapped as an evidence of the long journey we need to take to reach the backstage. Well, its only 4 flights of stairs down plus some walking distance and another 2 flights of stairs up. And MJ people ‘hung garlics’ around to pray for no rain!

Rose trying to ride on krystal’s disco stick? Mwahaha.

And finally, a self-timed photo we took before we left for curtain call!

Although i suffered from some abrasions from the fall i had before showtime, we still had great fun lazing around taking pictures and were overjoyed by the fact that we believed we heard the most genuine and the loudest applause ever after so many dance performances we had!

Many many thanks to people in this concert:-

Eva: thanks for lending me the clinique eyeliner and buying bubble tea for us
Rui Si: thanks for lending me the glitter and eyelash glue
Krystal: thanks for always accompanying me to and fro dance
Yuko: thanks for buying the antiseptic cream for me
Huiwen: thanks for searching high and low for the bandage to cover my wound

and to many many others who show their care and concern! cheers! collen loves all!

[haha super good mood today!]

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Dance dance dance

Collen has been busy these few days with dance. Busking is finally over. Welcome tea too. She can finally throw all the costumes into the washing machine and return all those she needs to return.

The next upcoming dance concert is this Saturday. She hopes she dont feel empty and suffer from any withdrawal symptoms after being busy all these while. This is another short meetup at Jp after plotting at NTU.

Only about a week or more left and she haven really packed her luggage nor settle the modules. GAN CHIONG ALREADY!

[yet there are more other things she needs to settle before she can leave with a peaceful mind..]

Rui Si’s 22nd :)

The surprise celebration from dance practice to shear’s hall to rose’s roof top!

Many thanks to krystal’s newly bought black socks, everyone’s cooperation and ruisi’s belief that made this surprise a success!

Girl’s outing

Girls can get real bored rotting at home if she is not into games, soccer matches, tv or comics. So well, get into some girls’ outing then!

1. The donuts to chew on for 2 hours while waiting for other girls to arrive.
2. Timbre night with nobody, nobody BUT you!
3. Pasta making session with 2 other girls and trying very hard not to mess up the whole kitchen.
4. Lunching and shopping in town. One good to know info will be that swensens at ion is located off-ion, above mrt station.
5. Queuing for last day nike sales held at west coast plaza. Note: Dont wear heels like collen, you will regret because the queue is tooooooooooo long. Even if you have your flats on, you will be grateful if you are able to sit down somewhere to rest.